Anonymous asked:
i started cutting about 4 weeks ago last night i got in a fight with my mom we were like best friends cuz i have social anxiety and no sisters i got really upset and cut deeper than i have usually been its not with a razor blade yet just scissors i have been very depressed too but nobody will listen so i dyed my blonde hair black to try and have my friend or parents listen but its not working im scared and need help

1. Siccors are really bad for that, A because they han have lots of bacteria and bad things. B you can never know how deep you really are(needs more force) 

2 The best thing to do is try a teacher, counsolr or some one hun.. I have a page just for help lines http://roadtoanewlife.tumblr.com/help-lines try that and worst comes to worst vent to a pet, or someone online anything to keep your thoughts straight and keep you calm luv you.. xoxo

Anonymous asked:
I was clean for months and last night I relapsed....I haven't told but one person. I had to stop and go to bed because I was seriously think and killing myself. I'm so scared of my self but I don't know how to stop it.

Keep talking to them hun, Find your hoby that keeps you occupied. try and find one thing that keps you here hun <3

Anonymous asked:
I've been sober from cutting for about 2 weeks now and it is the hardest thing ever to not cut. I was just doing my homework and my pencil accidentally scratched my leg really bad and it actually felt good and it makes me was to cut again

Hun your stepping in the right direction, your always gonna have triggers and Impulses but you always have to fight them never give in Hun

I finally put it all together,
But nothing really lasts forever
I had to make a choice that was not mine,
I had to say goodbye for the last time
I kept my whole life in suitcase,
Never really stayed in one place
Maybe that’s the way it should be,
You know I live my life like a gypsy

I’ve said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, nevermind
God knows I’ve tried


Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it’s over I’ll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it’s over I don’t want you to hurt
It’s all that I can say. So, I’ll be on my way

"Wrap me in a bolt of lightning
Send me on my way still smiling
Maybe that’s the way I should go,
Straight into the mouth of the unknown
I left the spare key on the table
Never really thought I’d be able to say
I merely visit on the weekends
I lost my whole life and a dear friend"

"

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn’t handle forgiveness
Now I’m far beyond gone

I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How can I love this a life so dishonest
It made me compromise

"

"Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland"

Shinedown - Save Me